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wtf? [24 Jul 2006|01:24pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

I think I've been here before. Why yes, I have. It's my hand dandy livejournal.

For anyone that give a shit...this is what has happened this summer.
-Turner and I got back together (who didn't see that coming?)
-I went to Carrollton for a week.
-I got a rash from my friend's hot tub :(
-Sweettarts are my friend :D
-I got beaten with an empty Clan McGregor bottle and had a shotgun pulled on me in the same night (Thanks Jared...)
-Brownies are awesome.
-Happy Birthday Nana and Mommie
-I saw my dad for the first time in like...two months.
-I got my ACT scores...23! Is that good? I don't really know.
-Shit talkers piss me off
-Went to Carrollton again and watched someone get a tattoo.

that's pretty much it.
I thank all my friends for making my summer AWESOME.

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It's just crazy sad. [20 Jun 2006|02:24am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

For some odd reason I've been thinking about Clara this week. I miss her more than I realized. Maybe it's because I've found out that some people I thought were friends are just complete assholes. I find myself thinking, she'd never do that. She would have respect for me and think about me before she did something that could hurt me. But she's not here. The sweetest girl in the world is gone and these two bitches are still here.

The world is cold.
The world is unfair.
The world sucks.

Friend of mine

the time for breaking [09 May 2006|12:40pm]
[ mood | heartbroken ]

Your eyes have mist from the smoke of a d i s t a n t  f i r e

If everything's the same, why is your kiss so c o l d ?
The mist in your eyes is putting out the
fire in my s o u l ...

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Touch of Grey [15 Apr 2006|04:08pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

People are redundant.
People are lame.

I still haven't played D&D...even though I was s'posed to, twice.

Quote/Convo for the weekend...

B-I don't drink anymore. I don't like being drunk.
C-You haven't been drunk enough.
B-Oh yeah, I have.
M-She's been too drunk before.

I rode in the trunk of Ann's SUV. I felt like a mexican. :}

Ladedadeda...That's all.

Friend of mine

Pft. [03 Apr 2006|08:01pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Is it just me, or have I been hearing about a lot of people who live in Hueytown? That sounds stupid...but maybe you'll know what I mean.
Speaking of Ewytin, I'm staying with my momma now because of some circumstances involving my father. Things are going great for me now, and hopefully they will get better.

R.I.P. Matt Covington...I didn't know you well, but you will be missed.

Later..

Friend of mine

Oh geez [19 Mar 2006|12:24am]
[ mood | Crazy Excited ]

So I'm definately leaving for Paris in like...16 hours. I've never been so excited in my life. :D

I wish you all could be there with me. Leave me love while I'm gone. ^_O

iloveyouall.
Salut!

4 friends of the devil Friend of mine

Good Morning [16 Mar 2006|06:52am]
[ mood | excited ]

My Ides of March was pretty good. No friends stabbed me in the back.
We got food in Pyschology but I had to eat mine fast because I had to take the Grand Concours. :P I don't think I did that well. We watched a movie in French and finished Amelie in filmmaking. I really liked it. I like all the colors & the creppy guy with the tape recorder. He was funny. We're celebrating Pi Day tomorrow in Pre Cal. :D
I went to dinner with my mom and Angel and Susan last night. We went to U China Buffet. It was very good but I ate way too much. My mom gave me a lot of money (from other people) for my trip. 3 days and counting!!!!
I can't wait. :}
weeee!

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[12 Mar 2006|12:31pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Your clothes are crappy and your brain is badly battered, I say, she's happy that's all that matters.
Yay for smoothies and skipping church to go to the park where I got bucked off a metal donkey. Fuck that donkey.
Heeeey lunatic.
My tummy hurts and I don't like when it does that.
Quotes for the weekend:
"Weed makes a good toothpick."

-"Nevermind."
-"Nevermind what?"
-"Nevermind the 'this isn't getting me very high.'"

go figure the subject matter.
I like my cellphone ringtone. It makes me want to take ecstacy and go to a rave. Kind of. Not really.

I've always hated rhetorical questions. They always seemed weak minded to me. And since you don't care what I think or say I can think or say whatever I want. :)

Friend of mine

What makes you think you're something special when you smile [11 Mar 2006|09:21pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

So...I like how people ask a question, and then, when that question is answer, they insult the person that answered it.

I love people.
Really.
Some are truely awesome.
Some are just entertaining because of how stupid they are.

Friend of mine

I'm going to Paris, bitch. [08 Mar 2006|03:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]

What I'm going to be doing while you suckers are stuck here...Collapse )

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[23 Feb 2006|10:03pm]
Who are you to judge the life i live? I know I'm not perfect, and I dont live to be. But before you start pointing fingers..make sure your hands are clean.
1 friends of the devil Friend of mine

Redundant [22 Feb 2006|09:08pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I'm sorry I keep bothering you guys with this. It's just easier for me to type things out and cry alone where no one can see me.
I never knew I could miss someone so terribly much. I never knew that one person could affect me so much. You never ever realize what you have until its gone. I didn't appriciate as a friend like I would have had I known this would happen. I miss her so much it feels like my heart is going to collapse and my head is going to explode. I'm so angry with no one to yell at, no one to hurt. I want someone or something to feel as shitty as I do right now, but no one deserves it. No one did anything wrong to me this time. I just want to fuck something up really bad. At the same time I just want to crawl under the covers and just sob until I'm completely dry.
God I miss her so fucking much.

This is how I feel...Collapse )

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WHY? [16 Feb 2006|05:50pm]
[ mood | depressed and disillusioned ]

Rest in peace, Clara.
Know that you will be missed
You were the sweetest girl I'd ever met.
I will never forget you.
Your smile or your laugh or you face or your talent.
My only regret is not having known you for longer.
The impact you've had on me, however breif, will never ever fade.
Even when the tears stop coming, I'll still mourn you.
I love you, always.

4 friends of the devil Friend of mine

I bet none of you will read this all. [07 Feb 2006|10:30am]
They say there's a broken light for every heart on Broadway
They say that life's a game and then they take the Broadway
They give you masks and costumes and an outline of the story
They leave you all to improvise their Vicious Cabaret

In no longer pretty cities
there are fingers in the kitties
there are warrants, forms & chitties
and a jackboot on the stair

There's sex and death and human grime
in monochrome for one thin dime
and at least the trains all run on time
but they don't go anywhere

Facing their responsibilities,
on their backs or on their knees
there are ladies who simply freeze
but dare not turn away

And widow's who refuse to cry
will be dressed in garter and bow-tie,
and be taught to kick their legs up high
in this vicious cabaret

At last the 1998 show!
The ballet on the burning stage!
The documentary seen
upon the fractured screen.

Then he briskly frisks the torn remains
for a fingerprint or crimson stains
and endeavors to ignore the chains
that he walks in to his knees

While his master in the dark nearby
inspects the hands with brutal eye
the have never brushed a lover's thigh
but have squeezed a nation's throat

And he hungers in his secret dreams
for the harsh embrace of cruel machines
but his lover is not what she seems
and she will not leave a note

At last the 1998 show!
The situation tragedy!
Grand opera slick with soap!
Cliff-hangers with no hope.
The water-color in the flooded gallery.

There's a girl who'll push but will not shove
And she's desperate for her father's love
She believes the hand beneath the glove
May be the one she needs to hold

Though she doubts her host's moralities
she decides that she is more at ease
in the land of doing-as-you-please
than outside in the cold

But the backdrops peel and the sets give way
and the cast gets eaten by the play
there's a murderer at the matinee
there are dead men in the aisles

And the patrons and the actors too
are uncertain if the show it through
and with sidealong looks await their cue
but the frozen mask just smiles

At last the 1998 show!
The torch-song no one ever sings!
The curfew chorus line!
The comedy divine!
The bulging eyes of puppets strangled by their strings.

There's thrills and chills and girls galore
there's sing-songs and surprises
there's something here for everyone
reserve your seat to-day!

There's mischeifs and malarkies
but no queers or yids or darkies
withing the bastards carnival...
THIS VICIOUS CABARET
Friend of mine

boreed. [04 Feb 2006|07:38pm]

LJ Interests meme results



  1. black sabbath:
    FAIRIES WEAR BOOTS AND YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME!
    I TELL YA I TELL YA I TELL YA NO LIE!
    I went to the doctor, see what he could give me...
    He said "Son, son you've gone too far...
    'Cause smokin' and trippin' is all that you do."
    YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAH.
  2. cats:
    Rina aka Pink and Floyd. I misskus them...
  3. dream drifting:
    You how when you're having a great dream & you half way wake up so you're like able to make your dream happen the way you want it to?
  4. ferrets:
    I've always wanted a ferret.
  5. headbangin':
    RAWK ON, MUDDER FAWKER!!
  6. julz:
    Juliana <3 sexy asian.
  7. maniac:
    It's what I is.
  8. pink:
    Pretty color. :)
  9. smile empty soul:
    No where Kids...
  10. woohoo:
    WOOOHOOO!! And I feel andgfjjstyjs. WOOHOO!
    I don't know the words to that song except WOOOOHOOOO!


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[24 Dec 2005|03:07pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

MERRY CHRISTMAS

my lil crackbabies!


So, I'm updating because I've got nothing better to do...I probably failed Physics this semester, which is awesome. I now have 770 something dollars towards my Eurotrip, which instead of going to Rome first, we're going to Paris first. I don't know why. But we are. Wednesday was my first true love, Courtney's birthday party. "If Beth had been the one to blindfold me..." Let's not finish that thought. :} I got all my shopping done. Yay! I'm sick. Boo! I have seen Turner, Courtney, Julz, Amanda, Maggie, Bryant, Shaun/Shawn?, Taylor, Matt, Heather, Max, David, Trip, Ann, Martha, Priscilla, Jay, Mark & Sarah since I've been out of school. Those are only the ones I know. I totally feel like I have a life now. Haha. That's all for a while. Merry New Year, too.
p.s. I've never been the one who had trouble keeping her mouth shut. :) Thanks.
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